Archives for the day of: November 13th, 2008
  • al gore’s assault on reason is an assault on interestingness (is that a word). its liberal cliff notes for idiots #
  • al gore qua public intellectual…i thought it was lame until i realized that most americans are dumb enough for it to be of some help #
  • usb 3 is coming out next week? #
  • http://tinyurl.com/6dljxo newcastle u. expels chinese students accused of forged docs and certigicates #
  • @sushipanda today is the official opening i think. some friends had invitations #
  • parallels 4 seems a lot better than vmware fusion, at least from what i can tell. seems less buggy, though i had fusion 2 beta not the RC #
  • and this loneliness won’t leave me alone #
  • one of these days the thought of all the things that might have been different will tear a huge hole in your brain #
  • i wish there was foolproof way to stop thinking about something right at this very moment #

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What, so this is news today? Well, news in China is always of the form “event+internet reaction,” which itself is some kind of recursive phenomenon, especially when there are naked or scantily clad people involved–with violence, corruption, repression following behind that.

So when Gong Li became a Singaporean, as they tell us she has (her husband is Singaporean, I believe), there was a bunch of internet hotheads that started the usual flame wars about her not loving her country, and these venal movie stars, know they nothing of loyalty, etc. One writer says it quite simply though: there are certain rights and freedoms that only a certain kind of passport can get you and those freedoms and rights are probably of some use to people of Gong Li’s profession and station in life.

I am not sure why they made such a hubbub about it this time, since as many articles point out Chinese movie stars, directors, and celebs have been doing this often and that doesn’t begin to mention all the Chinese students that end up emigrating and naturalizing in western countries.

The usual arguments are hashed and rehashed so there’s no need for me to repeat them here. However, I do think that this specious patriotism is not just some internet malcontents spewing off: this kind of danger is built into the so-called “healthy” type of patriotic education, perhaps in a way, i dont know, that Enlightenment Reason produced the Holocaust (cf. Horkheimer/Adorno). OK, that’s a bit half-baked, but when I am trying to get at is that they are flip sides of the same coin, and that by drilling into students and impressionable young people that you have to, by necessity, love your motherland, and give it your undying and unflinching loyalty and never renege on it, even when another passport could get your lower taxes and better shopping conditions, you create this kind of reflex, this kind of automatic association that occurs before life, experience, books, and a generally tolerant and cosmopolitan attitude can generally install something better in its place. And when you have that kind of intellectual–or shall we say, more accurately, *non-intellectual* reflex in place–you are going to savage anything that is critical or worse yet may even vitiate those tenets and sacred cows.

But then again my attitude towards sacred cows has always been: massacre the fuckers.

One of the writers linked above mentions “freedoms and rights” and all the social elites–the top students–that go abroad each year and effectively, don’t come back (at least in terms of nationality). Brain drain is something i first encountered as a topic in high school debate practice, but of course i, and most other azn-amerikkkans, have an intimate knowlege of brain drain because some of those brains are the ones that begat us. My father, as a scientist, never regrets moving to the US–where else would you want to go, what with all those jobs, the money, and that academic freedom tripe that everyone’s been telling me about?

Reading another unrelated blog post on Chinese internet censorship, i came across a point that most people who have lived here and talked to Chinese people know–they don’t give a shit about not reading the “truth” on TAM square in 89, because they are too busy having fun on the internet wacking off, buying stuff, and dissing people anonymously to care. However, I do think that people who decide to leave China–and who work in these generally intellectual-type professions–must, to some degree, care about this kind of freedom. Sure, their research might not be ideological in nature, which means that in some sense you could do it in China as well, but still, there is so much bureaucracy and other stuff from Chinese society that seeps into academe, and that is why the intellectual cultures of different countries are so different. That’s why the US, UK, Canada, Australia all sport different intellectual and academic cultures as well. And of course, not many CHinese writers are going to state this point, when talking about Gong Li who is, as we know, inconsequential to the fate of the Chinese people and the Republic for which they stand–and that point is that there are people that prize the kind of intellectual freedom that they can get in the West–to do the kind of research they want, to fulfill themselves as human beings–and they can’t get that in China. And there are reasons that they cannot get it. And to figure out what those reasons are, and to see what the Chinese ought to do about them, is, by far, much more pressing than the passport of middle-aged Loreal representative.

I’ve never been a Dido fan, i don’t even know the name of any her songs save that “White Flag” one, but I did download her recent one. And although there are many nice tunes on it, there is one in particular that sticks out. The song is called “Look No Further” and i suppose that its poignancy, for me, is related to this whole idea of looking further–especially when it comes to relationships. There have been many times when it would have been possible or even wise to settle, and yet I was restless. Hormones, desires, neurotic maximizer tendencies, fear of making mistakes and wasting time–which is nothing but a permutation of the fear of death–what is behind that constant tendency to look for something more, something better, something ideal. Something that will bring us close to some kind of very probably illusory, half-baked notion of what happiness is. This song is the song of someone who has found something and will look no further–and I find solace in knowing that yes, people probably do, on the whole, experience a longer and more fulfilling happiness in this state–but the whole song, and not just the lyrics, is shot through with the consciousness of what one loses in that process. “Everyone I’ll never meet/and friends i won’t know make…”–lyrics like this understand the difficulty in acknowledging the sacrifices that every human being, simply by living in time with his animal condition, must confront everyday. If you think hard enough about it, do you get overwhelmed by sadness? Is it something more than you can bear? Do you think about things that have past, people who have passed from your life and perhaps from this earth, or do you manage to always maintain that healthy, optimistic attitude of looking towards the future. Have you learned, somewhere, a philosophic tolerance for that transience?Was it something inherent in your genes, in your personality and the way it processes such things, or was it engineered by the formative experienced of childhood or early adulthood?

There is still the tendency of life to not make that choice. However, every moment that you are breathing you are making that choice. The contradictions are enough to tear one apart–therefore, in order not to go mad, all human beings have to firewall their attention so that you act, without thinking too much about the action. I only remark on this because the balance of power, in my life, has always sided with thinking–to the detriment of my overall happiness, i think. Vita contempliva and vita activa–that’s the wrong distinction. Both can be healthy and non-neurotic, depending on how you live them. The neurotic impasse, the block, the rut–those are the things that have to be avoided if you want to live life the right way.

Here are the lyrics to the song:

I might have been a singer
Who sailed around the world
A gambler who wins millions
And spent it all on girls

I might have been a poet
Who walked upon the moon
A scientist who wouldtell the world
I discovered something new

I might have loved a king
Been the one to end a war
A criminal who drink champaign
And never could be caught

But among your books
Among your clothes
Among the noise and fuss

I’ve let it go

I can’t stop and catch my breathe
And Look No further for happiness
And I will not turn again
‘Cause my heart has found its home

Everyone i’ll never meet
And friends I wont now make
The adventures that they could have been
And the risks I’ll never take

but Among Your Books
Among your clothes
Among the noise and fuss

I’ve let it go

I can’t stop and catch my breathe
And Look No further for happiness
And I will not turn again
‘Cause my heart has found its home

That’s the debate going in one of the bbs threads on uighurbiz and something that i am altogether not familiar with. Of course I don’t know much about what happens in that region at all, but that is what informative sites like New Dominion are for.

According to the posters, who are writing in Chinese, many of the other Central Asian Turkic languages have already transliterated their languages into Latin and Slavic alphabets, which facilitates the spread and accessibility of the language. This increase in cultural fecundity is good for the obvious reasons that most of these ethnicities have or currently are part of larger political formations such as the USSR or China, and often find their cultures subsumed, especially during the age of ideology (latter half of the 20th c.). However, some people are against it, because they argue that continuity is quite impt, and they remark that the reason why Chinese people have sustained that contact with their ancient culture is precisely because they are using essentially the same characters as they did thousands of years ago. They are afraid of the cultural rupture that might occur if this language “reform” is too radical–and eschewing one type of alphabet for another might certainly qualify as radical.